It was just after 11:30 now.  I’d called the police, I’d given them the description and GPS location. Now I was just waiting.  I sat in my bed pondering, “What is this?” It felt big. That’s why and when I finally texted Grant’s family.  Even though I did that, it was to include them in our experience, the reality wasn’t there in me. It hadn’t hit me yet. I just knew there was some story, some explanation that would make it all make sense like everything that had happened to us in the past. Somehow, something, someone would make it all better and okay.