Living is a whole new adventure when you suddenly find yourself alone, widowed and the mother of four young boys a lot like their Dad.

Our Weekly Date Night
Janae, Grant Janae Thompson Janae, Grant Janae Thompson

Our Weekly Date Night

These last 4 years since you died, have been really tough on me. Because of that, I’ve been really angry at you, mostly for leaving me here, alone and to take care of things. It’s left me feeling betrayed and abandoned by you. So I’ve pushed you away. Please forgive me.

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I Won’t Tell Your Secret
Grant Janae Thompson Grant Janae Thompson

I Won’t Tell Your Secret

Grant crashed our motorhome on the drive home from the dealership within 3 hours of buying it.  Oh shit…  That’s the secret, I just told it. The one I promised him I wouldn’t tell.  Well… that was when you were alive Grant.  I kept that promise. I never told anyone while you were alive.  I didn’t because you were important to me.  How you felt was even more important to me.  Telling your secret would have hurt you.  I never wanted to do that.  

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