Living is a whole new adventure when you suddenly find yourself alone, widowed and the mother of four young boys a lot like their Dad.

Fear
Janae Janae Thompson Janae Janae Thompson

Fear

Fear. It’s one of those things that you can’t hide from. It’s a natural human reaction. Emotions in general are a natural human reaction and for that matter also not really under our control either. What we choose after we feel an emotion is what really counts.

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Beauty
Janae Janae Thompson Janae Janae Thompson

Beauty

Beauty has taken on a whole other meaning again.  I love beautiful things.  This morning as I was getting ready, I felt beautiful.  Not like I felt like I looked beautiful, but as I settled into the feeling of being in my body, walking into the bathroom, surrounded by the silence of being alone; that is also now a state of being for me.  I felt the feeling of beautiful inside me.

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Heart Expansion
Janae Janae Thompson Janae Janae Thompson

Heart Expansion

What is a Broken Heart? I remember the first time I had a broken heart. When I really felt pain inside my heart. It was mild compared to what I’ve felt since then, but I didn’t know that yet. It felt like my world had ended.

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Crumpled In Heaven’s Hand
Janae Janae Thompson Janae Janae Thompson

Crumpled In Heaven’s Hand

It puzzles me as to why people think because I seem to look like I’m fine that I am indeed fine. When I converse with people, we talk about the weather, kids, the craziness of life with Covid and everything else. As if everything is normal and fine. I’m not fine.

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